“Take someone who doesn’t keep score, who’s not looking to be richer nor afraid of losing,
Who has not the slightest interest even in his own personality: He is free.” – Rumi
To be a person, identified by all you associate with your name and form – your ego – is to be constrained within the boundaries of your own imagination. It is as if, like a film on a screen, you have projected on to yourself a world built from memories and expectations, of pleasures and pains. It feeds the flames of desire, greed, acquisition and the fear of loss. Afflictions such as aversion, pride and jealously are built from momentary feelings of attraction and repulsion. Suffering warns us that this identity, this world we have built out of our own imagination is threatened by loss or change. The very notion of independent identity must, for its very survival, be relative, dependent and constricting. Once this notion is removed there is no possibility of these afflictions arising, and you are free. Argue for your limitations and sure enough… they are yours.
Happiness is found not in the limited world of form and quantity, but in the subtle world of qualities, of sharing, love and service. What suffering you experience is all in the mind; this ‘seemingly’ unyielding world of boundaries, claims and expectations, your attachment and fear of loss. In the light of truth, this structure you have imagined, with all its attractions will lose their meaning, and so will end your fears and suffering… it is the truth that sets you free.
“All the world’s a stage, and all the men and women merely players…” Wm. Shakespeare.
See the illusion for what it is, the part it plays in the story that you claim your own; the story of your dreams. As the actor on a stage no matter what the act, rise, fall or outcome it is of no concern, for that you are beyond. Play the part, play it well but remember ‘your-self’, live and learn, for it is the magic of the stage that shows you who and what you are. But you are concerned! And you’ll be concerned while the picture clashes with your own ideas of what and who you think you are, and the outcome you desire.
All at one with the part you play, you will see that life lives through you, not by you. Accept what is and go with the flow. As a river finds its way to the sea, so nature’s elements flow effortlessly towards peace and harmony, without any effort on your part. Any effort you feel is just the pain of conflict between opposing desires. There really is nothing to oppose. As for your actions, they just happen, they cannot be avoided. You will see that you do what you must, and will know your will to act only after you have acted. To know that it’s all in the mind, is, in-itself, letting go. Boundless, you are free.
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To free the mind from its limiting beliefs is to embrace the world and yet be free of the world, or at least your ideas about it, about yourself. It is to be at peace, free of dependent-concern for its past and future. Otherwise you are caught between what has happened and what must happen, of regrets and expectations. And the body, following the mind, it too finds peace. You are what you are, not your memories, ideas and possessions. Let go, set yourself free.
Even the idea of letting go, of giving up, is in the mind. The real giving up is in realizing that there is nothing to give up, for nothing is there to call your own. You are that you are – nothing personal, no attachment. It’s like deep sleep – you hold to nothing of before, you just fall asleep; blissfully free, unconcerned you just let go. Like water, flowing into water, merges into itself.
But People do not care to let go. They do not know that to let go of the finite, the temporary, is to embrace the infinite, as to embrace death is to embrace life. Letting go is not about being detached which only leads to a kind of indifference. Free of condition and expectation, non-attached yet at-one with the eternal flow of life… it is life, and love in action.
To be free is to live life to the full, to move on free of limitation – life depends on it. As a caterpillar lets go of one leaf when firmly held to the next, one form as it changes to the next, so you too move from room to room, place to place, childhood to adulthood. The gift and legacy of the past is all in the present, nothing left behind, nothing to turn back for.
The water-mill would never turn if its buckets kept their fill. The toys you held, the games you played, the scenes that you beheld were there for life’s fulfilment, whose legacy is found right here and only in the now. It’s the fuel that lights your path, the dawn of knowledge, the light of wisdom and the joy and bliss of happiness. Let go, for the past is done and gone, like the scaffold on a temple, to be released when it is done. Even the temple, the schools of learning are the scaffolding for you to grow, and all released when done.
Empires of the personal may be gained and lost, moment to moment. But the ‘I’ that you are remains timelessly clear, untouched and free; as the Sun remains untouched by day or night, cloud or shine, neither wealth nor poverty can enhance or diminish it. As you learn to free the mind from its preoccupations it becomes clear and quiet, and blissfully at peace.
Placed in a world of wealth or not is not of your concern. But ask yourself, ‘are you in charge or is it in charge of you?’ Not that you should own nothing which leads to a kind of arrogance in poverty, but that nothing should own you, however rich or poor.
“May I never lack clothes, cows, food and drink that I may share and serve you better. May I become famous, may I become richer than the richest that I may share and serve you better” (Taittireeya-Upanishad)
To act and perform your duties in service from the heart of love, your true heart, is to know and live as one. Any idea to hold on; to possess for oneself alone is to ‘bind and so be bound’. Claim nothing but this moment, and the gift of life itself. To embrace all, yet free of attachment and dependency is to be truly free and selfless; empty of self-defined name and form.
To Be-Here-Now, fully present, the unfettered mind is free, fresh and vibrantly alive. Always now it grieves for nothing left behind – not concerned for birth, nor death but in eternal timeless flow.
“It was like I had been chasing after something and suddenly I just stopped and looked around me. I stopped inside and my mind became peaceful and clear. We don’t know what it means to let go… to discover that nothing is permanent and we invent numerous beliefs to protect us from the fear of letting go. We are frightened of letting go because we have postponed it. I believe that only through that act will my mind be free and able to experience what true freedom is.” ~ Mark Forster – Screenwriter/Director
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By devotion to the self the highest is reached, not bound by birth or death – Bhagavad Gita: Ch 8
On the path to freedom, to claim, ‘I am not this, not that’, not this bundle of habits and beliefs it would be fair to ask, ‘So then, what am I?’ That raises and interesting question – ‘are there two selves for one to say, ‘I know myself’ as if it were a separate self to be known by ‘I’, that I am?’. By reason, the observed cannot itself be the observer. It may not be in your power to say what you are but can you say, ‘I am not?’ That you are is undeniably true. This self, this ‘I AM’, this simplicity of ‘being’ is without boundary, beyond anything you conceive yourself to be. It is pure, boundless awareness. It is the immovable background of motion. The screen onto which everything you conceive is projected. Once you are there, you are at home everywhere. Whatever you may hear see or think, of that, you can be sure, you are not. To attend to my-self, to that which is beyond name and form is to reach for the highest.
To know that I AM is the first ‘knowing’, before knowing anything else. Free from being a percept or concept, it is your natural state before any conception of name, form and association arises. It is pure choiceless-awareness, aware of all without choice, good or bad, like or dislike. It is just a state unaffected by acquisitions of the mind, free from past and future and all associations. In most cases it is distorted by the pull of form, memories and hopes, desire and fear. In choiceless awareness it is as it is – normal.
For the Enlightened mind, the person, the ‘I am this body, this mind, this chain of memories, this bundle of desires and fears disappears, but something you may call identity remains. It enables a sense of being, of the here and now as you would understand it. Seeing is not clouded by images clothed with judgements, description and evaluation, of opinion or attitude. And when turned away, the mind does not allow memory to linger, but is free and fresh for the next impression. Notice how a child, before the acquisition of ideas, opinions and possessions have invaded, the mind will so easily move on from one point of attention to another, leaving nothing to linger in the mind.
To grasp for a sense of identity, to be caught by the taste of pleasure casts a veil of ignorance, a sort of blindness to the truth. And so, as a man born blind, we must rely on pointers to find our way back. As the blind cannot visualize light and colors, so the ignorant mind is unable to give meaning to such descriptions of the natural spontaneous state, such as dispassionate happiness, affectionate detachment, timelessness, choiceless awareness, and the causelessness of things. As even the most accurate map is not the territory, words are only indicators, they can only point but they will not come with us. Intuitively we feel they have deep meaning, and they even create in us a strange longing for the ineffable, the thrill of what may be, but that is all. The truth can only be found with right action, words merely point the way. Freedom is beyond mind consciousness and its dreams and acquisitions which come and go.
The state of freedom is beyond sensory consciousness and the world we identify with. It is pure, boundless awareness, as the sky is beyond the cloud yet one with it, dependent on none but itself. Sensory consciousness in ignorance of this binds itself to this world and form, whereas awareness, beyond mind and form has no attachment, it shines immutably. When there is a ‘particular’ person there is also consciousness. ‘I am’, mind, and consciousness denote the same state. If you say ‘I am aware’, it only means: ‘I am conscious of thinking about being aware’. There is no identity with form in awareness, it is beyond form. Witnessing is of the world of mind and duality. The witness goes with the witnessed. In awareness, there is no duality of seer and that that is seen, there is only seeing. In awareness, the seer and the seen are one; seeing contains both seer and seen.
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From the moment that we are born we make the painful transition from a world of oneness to a world of duality, a world where all form and its parts are seen as separate, and separate from us. It is a world populated by opposites; each being dependent on the space between, and each other for existent identity, as a cup is dependent on the space and the mind for its ‘cupness’. The waves on the sea are dependent on the sea for existent identity and not the other way around. The sea itself enables the waves to appear and disappear and is not touched by their rise and fall. What is the relationship between the ocean and it waves? As like the waves on the sea, the mind, consciousness and thoughts are dependent on universal awareness. Awareness is dependent on none but itself.
From the point of non-duality, or ‘oneness’ (Advaita), all ideas of separation, name and form, have no meaning. You might say it is empty of identity or ‘selfless’… it is free and fertile for absolute creativity. Questions of your formative relationship in time and space is only in the mind. For example, a chair has no inherent ‘chairness’, it is empty of any label or meaning until the mind chooses it so. While the mind is so occupied in a world of form, gain and loss, it is limited, not open to see beyond it.
The succession of transient moments, ideas, thoughts and forms are just ripples on the surface of the mind, they create the illusion of time. All movement requires a motionless background to give it form. The timeless reality of pure being, pure awareness, is not in movement. Just as the projection on a cinema screen is dependent on the still, formless background of the screen for the images to appear. If you were not still, silently aware, the experience of the passage of time would not exist for you. Once you have found the stillness within, you will know that it was never lost to you, that ‘being’ that you are, independent of time and space, independent of all divisions and separations. But don’t look for it in consciousness, you will not find it there. Don’t look for it anywhere, for nothing contains it, not in time or space.
On the path to enlightenment, the mind ultimately discovers that it is free from questions, that no answers are needed. Answers are just another form to distract our attention.
The silent state of universal awareness is not inactive. ‘Not dead for it is aware; ‘not alive for it does not change. The flower fills the space with perfume, the candle – with light. They do nothing yet they change everything by their mere presence. You can photograph the candle, but not the light. You can know the man, his name and appearance, but not his influence. His very presence contains the essence of life in action. – Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj
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